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Saturday, September 10th, 2011
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5:54 pm
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| Saturday, September 3rd, 2011
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8:35 pm - My Top Ten
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Here's a list of my top ten favourite albums of all time...or at least the ones that shaped who I am.
1. Suede - Suede 2. Disintegration - The Cure 3. The Splendour of Fear - Felt 4. Long Gone Before Daylight - The Cardigans 5. Reading, Writing, and Arithmetic - The Sundays 6. In Utero - Nirvana 7. Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness - Smashing Pumpkins 8. Help! - The Beatles 9. Weezer (the Blue Album) - Weezer 10. Kingsize - The Boo Radleys (this one is my latest obsession)
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8:28 pm - Horned Frogs
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TCU lost to Baylor yesterday!! Lol, I bet Alexandra's father is pissed. He's a fan.
Today was Sophie's 1st birthday, but I did not attend the celebration. I just know I would have had a panic attack and be forced to leave. I basically spent the whole day watching football, which was not as enjoyable as it should be. So, basically, all in all, quite a boring day. It's officially two weeks now until Alexandra gets home. And we've got a lot of cuddling to catch up on!!!
current mood: bored
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| Friday, September 2nd, 2011
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9:56 pm - A Fresh Start
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I have decided to make a fresh start on here. Alexandra will finally be home in a couple of weeks, which is fantastic. I really, really miss her. And, hopefully, this will be the last time that we ever have to be apart. I am watching the TCU-Baylor game right now, and I'm rooting for the Bears. For some reason, I just wish that whenver a school that she went to plays, that they lose. I guess I'm just jealous that she had a life before me that I was not a part of. I was always there in her mind, though.
Today was a good day, emotions wise. It seems like I'm a manic avoidant. Some days, I feel really good, like everything is okay. Then the next day, I'm back into moping around in my room, not wanting contact with anyone (except Alexandra, of course). Work still seems like a million miles away. Every time I think about it, I clinch up and move onto something else quickly, so as to avoid a panic attack. I know that my mother and Alexandra want me to get a job. And, I really need to, since I have somewhere around $13,000 in debt that I have to take care of. I just don't think I can do it. It would slowly kill me inside. It's bad enough I might have to file for bankruptcy in the state that I am in. Now that's really scary. How would I even start to go about it?
Music wise, my song of the moment is The Promise by When In Rome. The video for it is terrible, though!! I can't believe they look like that!! One of the singers looks like a buffed up Robert 'Throb' Young from Primal Scream. It really is sickening. I really want the Suede reissues. Plus the Nevermind Deluxe Edition and the Smashing Pumpkins reissues. If only I had money!! But, that would involve having to work. And, to quote Morrissey, "I've never had a job, because I'm too shy".
Anyways, enough for now...I'm going to back to the game.
current mood: giddy
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